Shaqira afina a bit emo this morning. I wake late as usual.*today is saturday lah!* Before that, nana my dormate tnye "qira, nak ikot ta g seremban ?". arghhhh !! nak ikot ! nak ikot ! *tp tade laa saya terjerit jerit mcm tu sbb msh dlm mood tdo kot* In short, saya ta dpt ikot sbb ptg nih ade group diss. Ok, redha jee. Then, umi call. Umi kat pahang. De wed sape tah. I mean umi papa & baby laa. Both, my sis n bro tade.sume kat asrama. Urgghh ! miss them ow ! Criusly, i miss my family. I'm not homesick tapi da lame kot ta balik & jumpe diorang. Papa, umi, kakdik, shaqir, baby. I love them much ! that why, i miss them. Mcm da merapu je. Tade, actually, mcm taley di ugkapkan dengan kata² .

OK, dlm pukol 12.30pm mcm tuh, my sis call. Cerite yang die accident. huh ! kakdik sgt careless. I thought she just jato tangge cm normal la kan. Sekali kakdik cerita. tgn die taley gerak semua. g clinic. doctor cakap darah beku. then, the whole nite die taley tido coz sakit nak mmpos. and she couldn't stop crying. Shoulder die cam paralyze, ta ley gerak. ngilu kot i dengar kakdik cite. Saya sgt kesian kat kakdik coz die sgt jao ngn family. Kakdik skola kat hostel kat ipoh. Kitorg kat kl. Jao kot. Then kalo balik weeknd die akan naik bas. Tapi salu blik hostel lmbt. Sbb tade sape nak anta. Kakdik sgt berdikari. Kalo i kat tempat die, i taley & i ta sggop nak go through sume bende nih sorg sorg. But kakdik different. Die sgt kuat ! salute ah ! Time die call. I cant handle my emotion. I cry. Sumpah ! saya rase gle kesian && at the same time i miss her. Ye laa. da lame kitorang ta spend time sama² . Die cakap next week die balik kl. Saya sgt excited nih. Mcm nak hadiahkan die something. Bagi die bwk balik hostel. Bile die tgk bende tu. Die akan ingat saya. HAHA . ya ! saya seorang kakak yang penyanyang. I love my adik adik. ya ! saya selalu mengalah. But not when it come to money. Saya sgt berkire dengan adik adik saya. & selalu nasihat diorang supaya jage duit elok² sbb dekat asrama mmg normal kes curi² nih. OK , shaqira afina seorang kakak yang baik :) thumb up for me :)

Kadang kadang i terfikir jugak. In my life, there are just about other people. Their feelings. Yes, i do concern about them. But not me, not mine. Ya, i laugh loudly. You just see my smile & happy face of me. But my tears ? Who knows and even who cares ! ok, saya ta kisah. I just don't want to dissapointed anybody. Thats all. But please, dont dissapointed me. Look, kalau kite syg nak mati kat seseorang, mesti kite jage hati die, try jadi yang terbaik untuk die && sanggup buat ape saje untuk die. The most important things is, kite akan care die gle gle kan ? Sweet gle kalo de org sayang kite nak mati, care kite, jage ati kite, &sanggop buat ape je untuk kite. Ok sekarang suda lari topik. Shaqira afina tanak discuss pasal nih. Nanti jadi lain pulak. hehe.Tapi kan, saya ade bace dalam buku ape tah. Die ckp "life is like an hourglass. Eventually, everything hits the bottom and all you have to do is wait it out untill someone comes along and turns it around. " Setuju ke ? For me, kite laa the one yang patot turn it. Sbb it is about our life. Tapi kite still nak ade someone stand beside kite. go through hardship & happiness same². Share everythings. comel sgt kan ? hehe. Normal laa tu :)

Ok, sgt penat. Korang yang ta suke akan entry hari ini. Shut down lappy korg. Thanks :)